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Today delivered was my new book by JR Ward. Just what I need to take my mind off tomorrow and my 2 horrid appts at the hospital next week. In fact the new 6 days will probably be some of the worst of my life, or some of the best lets wait and see. So i am off for an early night hiding under my quilt with my new book, a glass of wine and a huge bag of revels. night x

Until I find out if my job ends in June :-(. So what better way to start the day other than a caffine kick... Vanilla latte and chocolate twist yum yum!!! -- Post From My iPhone Ally xxx

Well it started with a trip to the Royal Albert Hall in aid of The Teenage Cancer Trust and to see these guys...Beady Eye. Liam Gallaghers new band. And wow did they rock the albert hall, they were amazing and it left us singing the whole way home on the tube... Then after a chilled saturday and meeting up for coffee with a friend, I met up with Beks and Charlie and headed to the O2 to see these guys... The Script... This is the 4th time that I have seen them live and as always they were amazing too... After a layin and no children around we headed off for a wander along the Thames, it was a beautiful spring day, so wander, i took pics whilst S sat and sketched.... Fab days :0) Who would ever say that I took this in the centre of london, love it so much.....

Yesterday was a beautiful sunny day, so we headed to the local park. here are my 3 posing on a bridge... Watching them run around with much smaller children made me realise how much they have grown up. argh!!!!!

My 3 before school yesterday on rednose day!!! -- Post From My iPhone Ally xxx

So another eye op yesterday and another day trying not too itch a very itchy eye and looking like i have been punched. And to add to that my I got a call at work on Tuesday to tell me that my nan had collapsed and had suffered a stroke, so a 2hr traffic jam raised my stress levels trying to get there. when i did it was so distressing, my nan thought that i was my mum and therefore she must be dead as my mum died 11yrs ago. but she is slowly improving, although still has no moment on her right side, but the dr's (who i might add look so young i am not sure they are shaving yet) have said that it is very early days. And if one more person says well she is 87yrs old, i dont care she is my nan and i love her and cant lose her yet. Well the hunt for a new job is on, my contract at work ends in june and today I registered with an agency, need to start looking although the idea of taking the summer off with the kids is so appealing. i need to try and get my health back on track as a pr...

So whats been happening...... Thursday we went to see Plan B @ O2, that guy has the most amazing voice :) This weekend has been mostly chilling, sometimes its nice to just kick back and chill. Oh and yes it included watching england just beat scotland in the 6nations. listening - to the tv on in the background eating - nothing much drinking - tea wearing - pj's feeling - ok weather - cold night outside wanting - what i cant have needing - my bed soon thinking - another week soon starts wondering - what this week will bring night all.

-- Post From My iPhone Ally xxx

A random pic of my tulips with the sun hitting them. :) Why do bright yellow flowers just make me smile. Here are my entries for blue and green cj's, i just need to find a quote for the green one.... As you will notice, i am slightly in love with my prom queen stamp :) This is just a page in my small journal. have a great day

listening - Plan B Very loud!!! eating - Hot cross bun drinking - tea wearing - jumper dress and big socks feeling - exhausted weather - cold but bright sunshine wanting - to move upstairs and run a hot bath needing - a hug thinking - I am so alone it hurts wondering - whats the point??? umm hoping to get a whole nights sleep tonight....